I left Manila for yet another company-sponsored trip to Germany. I decided to take my chance onboard the KLM direct flight to Europe, instead of taking my chances with the Lufthansa flight which stops – and takes passnengers – at Guangzhou, China. It’s quite sad to note that there is more traffic between China and Germany that it leaves no chance for a waitlisted passenger like me to be onboard that flight (perhaps because of the Fraport shenanigans of Terminal 3 that affects business from Germany?).
I hate these trips. It takes me away from Nina and Matt. And to leave on a Sunday somewhat makes me feel shortchanged. And to leave in the morning…. oh, well. I left Nina and Matt still asleep, since we had a long night at Mall of Asia.
The flight left on time, with the Captain declaring that we may be able to arrive earlier that predicted. I need that exta time, though, cause I’m going to dash for my connecting flight to Frankfurt. Oh, and I’m waitlisted on that flight as well – the last KLM flight to Frankfurt that day.
Even though I’m in Economy, I’m really glad KLM has AVOD (Audio-Video on Demand) for all the seats. I usually take this time to brush up on movies Nina and I didn’t get to watch.
Music and Lyrics

I really wanted to watch this movie with Nina, but time for us is a bit scarce since we have to ‘book’ Matt with his lola (Nina’s Mom). By the time this movie was shown, we weren’t that much thrilled and so decided to forego it altogether. Now, I want to get Nina a VCD or DVD of this movie, not jsut because of it’s love story (althought we both agree that Drew Barymore is way too young for Hugh Grant), but because of Drew’s strugle as an author and from someone who has power over her.
I liked the movie, so much so that it made me smile at times and miss Nina so much. (Gosh, I get so emotional on these trips, I often times find myself holding back tears and frantically get a grip of myself).
And who can forget the song?
Way Back Into Love lyrics
I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can’t seem to move on
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but i just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere
I’ve been looking for someone to she’d some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
Oh oh oh
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end
Oh oh oh
(It’s sort of the song before Nina and I met…)
Children of Men

This movie was suggested by one of our managers who recently went to Amsterdam for a business trip with KLM.
Remeber how Marlin, Nemo’s father, together with Dory, followed the light bulb at the bottom of the ocean, and then saw it was attached to a fish with gigantic fangs that wanted to eat them?
“OK, good feeling’s gone.”
It’s so emotionally draining to watch this film about a grim future, where humans are unable to reproduce and civilization is plunged into depression and consequent chaos. The only hope – a pregnant woman - hold the key to Humanity’s future. Admitedly, I like the premise, which is actually a very very scary possibility.
Every scene is actually depressing – from the main character’s loss of a son a few years back, to the different group’s motives of obtaining the pregnant woman. You’ll just be relieved a few seconds before the credits begin to roll.
Everyone dies here… except, of course - Hope. (I recommend that you watch something happy after this, much like what I did – watch an episode of Friends!)
Back to Reality…
I arrived in Amsterdam to find out that my flight to Frankfurt is full and that I have to stay the night here. Good thing I was able to spend some time here last year, and know an affordable hotel nearby. I apologized to the company that arranged my pick-up at Frankfurt (since I’ll be travelling to Schwabisch Hall, a 2-hour ride from the airport). Our contact assured me that it’s OK.
Got to the transfer desk of KLM and was comforted to learn that I’m assured a seat on today’s 4pm flight to Frankfurt. Thank God this hotel has wifi… (it costs some money – in Europe, the Internet ain’t free).