What Have We Become?

By now, a lot of people would have blogged about the gruesome events in Maguindanao. My wife wrote a beatiful post in her blog a couple of days ago. I am now compelled to write up my own piece. Not just as a response, or an outcry about the events, but more for my son, who will eventually inherit this society and the past that goes with it.

With the act of brutality by a certain clan in power over a province in the SOuthern Philippines, this country has surpassed Iraq as the most dangerous place for journalists. I don’t think everybody realizes this, but we have been compared to an active warzone in the middle east, where car bombs were almost a daily occurence a few years past. Collectively, this country has permitted the killings of journalists. Much worse – this recent act is very clearly done by people in power.

This act is a culmination of the hypocrisy and apathy. Hipocrisy by those people in power claiming that everything with our country is OK, and that there is no patronage politics governing this land, and that the rule of law always prevail. Apathy from the people who have been too calous because of the numerous lies perpetuated by this current government, weary of taking action only to be nipped by cleverly crafted conspiracies that undermine any move to bring justice to those even in high offices.

I join all Filipinos crying for justice for those ruthlessly murdered in the Maguindanao Masacre perpetuated by the Ampatuans, who are aparently ‘friends’ with none the less than GMA. This will be a test of how effective justice will be in a land where Supreme Court justices are appointed by the President of the Republic. This will be a test on the Department of Justice, if it is worthy to carry out its namesake and deliver to all those bloodied hands and, more importantly, bloodied minds who had the capability to conceive such a plan and thinking that they can get away with it. It is a test for all Filipinos to be ever vigilant and to not let up the pressure to those who are seeking justice and to those who are trying to uncover the truth.

So, with this low point in our country’s history, where are we all headed?

I believe that we have reached the bottom of the barrel. Similar to the last years of the Marcos Era, we as a people has had enough.

There is an awakening of the Filipino spirit. Early this year, even late last year, I have noticed the emergence of t-shirts bearing the 3-stars-and-the-sun. There is a resurgence of Filipino pride. But unlike the road leading to EDSA I, the road we are trekking bears all signs that we may have the chance to finally becone a nation – not a loose confederacy of bayans, barrios, or barrangays. A nation mature in thinking, with a renewed spirit, and one who has learned from the past. We do not need to go to the streets anymore. We will watch intently and ensure that the electoral process will proceed untainted (unlike the previous one).

Change. We have the opportunity to fulfill this in next years elections. Each voting individual will have the capacity to determine how the history books of our sons and daughters will view the events in Maguindanao and collectively of this presidency.

We need someone who is NOT tied to the current administration – for we do not know how many strings there are that bind his soul and ultiately, how he will decide on what to do in terms of digging out the truth of the era he will replace. And we do not need a VP who is from showbiz who could potentially be the next president in the event that something happens to the president, and who has NOT shown any leadership skills whatsoever (What the hell were they thinking? Are they that desperate?)

We need Pampanga NOT to vote the president into congress – for she will relentlessly pursue cha-cha for her personal gain.

We need a leader who can inspire, NOT someone who leads an immoral life of drinking and gambling.

We need someone whom we can trust, who has no record of any abuse of political power, who has never been accused of corruption.

Most of all, we need a president who is upright and God-fearing.

For someone who has watched the US primaries and the campaign season last year, the choice for Americans was whether they will choose someone who is a seasoned veteran – who touted leadership like a broadsword in battle, or someone who can inject fresh ideas and action into the very head of a country reeling from 2 unpopular wars and has suffered an economic meltdown that has dragged the whole worlds economies with it. They chose the latter.

I wonder who will we choose?

May God help us in this time of greatest need.

*Let’s wait until  after May 2010 to answer the title of this post, shall we?

Updates

From my last post, here are the significant things that I have gone through:

Taiwan and Ondoy

Me and my family has gone back to Taiwan last August to September and I returned to finish the job from September to October. I didn’t have enough time to renew Nina and Matt’s visa, so I had to use my US visa to enter Taiwan again and had to leave them behind for a planned 2-week tie-all-loose-ends trip.

In that span of time, the tragedy that was Ondoy happened with me far away from my family. Thank God they remained safe in Parañaque through that rainy Saturday, when I asked my dad to pick them up the day before so Matt can have a check-up. The more important concern was Riverfront, and out home – would it be adversely affected by the floods? Pasig – everyone knows most of it went under. And by its name, you would fear the worst with Riverfront…

Sunday, Nina decided to come home. I specifically asked her to check out the surroundings if there’s mud around and water still remaining. But when they arrived, she told me there was no mud or water around. Thank God Riverfront was not that affected. Whew. Looks like the location is pretty good – despite the fact that it is THAT close to the banks of the Marikina River.

Unfortunately, it wasn’t that good for my Tita Ida.  Their house down in Antipolo, near Marcos Highway was flooded with waters as high as a person! Thank GOd also that they were able to leave just as the waters began to rise. They took refuge at Project 4, QC, at Tito Rody’s relatives. We recently had the chance to visit them and she was able to recount their harrowing experience, not just with tackling the dillemna of leaving or staying, but on the recovery and clean-up after. Yesterday, after coming home from San Pablo to visit the grave of my Lolo Fabio, we wen to her house and was surprised that there are no traces of the Ondoy tragedy in their village and in their home. She was helping her wonderful daughter, Cheri, with her project. I have always admired her strong spirit.

Facebook

I started Facebook in September.

Now, I’m a confessed Cafe World and Farmville addict. I don’t know how they did it. Maybe it’s how these games prey on your need to be better than your friends when you level up. Maybe it’s how they prey on our need to escape and live out our dreams of being just a regular farmer or restauranteur, devoid of all the stress in the regular day-to-day tedium. And don’t forget that need – no, the itch – to express who you are.

Gundam Fever

I also picked up a hobby in Taiwan (it was probably the last trip there too).

Ever since I was introduced to Gundam 00 by my officemates – I got hooked. I finished the 1st season before the latest Taiwan Trip and saw all the Gundam they have, I just had to go get myself a real gundam.

My first purchase – Gundam Exia. Before I left, I had to get the designer version of Gundam Arios. And I didn’t just buy the kits – I bought the WORKS – paint, paint containers, brushes, files, sand paper, and a semi-gloss finsih spray bottle. Nina’s not that happy with it, though, money-wise

Now, I also bought myself mini versions of both Gundams in Toy Kingdom. I’m glad they are available here in Manila as well. Oh, and you can get to see Exia in my Facebook page. If you want to add me in Facebook, just leave a comment and I’ll send you details.

Riverfront Living

It was only last month that we can say that we are now fully ‘on-line’. Got a few furnitures (thatnks to Nina’s mom who gave her the share from a sale of a property), got the service area workable with the washing machine, got cable installed, and, got cable internet installed!

We chose SkyCable Select (Sky has conrnered this project’s cable TV needs) to get Playhouse Disney for Matt and we only pay PhP 650.00, less than SkyCable Silver! Well, not just Plyhouse Disney. Nina and I decided which channels are a must and ended up with a very good selection. Now, I get to watch some History Channel stuff in the morning, while I prepare to go to work.

With SkyBroadband, we get a 15% discount on the cable charges and, I have not have a single complaint in the service. Got to set-up a wireless network as well, so we can use Gizmo and HQ anywhere in our home! I now plan to check if I can set-up a wireless printer connection when I buy a new printer.

Now, living on our own is much sweeter than our early days of eating while squatting on the floor on a cushion.

Hope to post some pics of our humble abode soon.

Future Home – Riverfront Residences, Pasig (Part 2 – The Move)

After months of waiting, of strict budgeting and a lot of prayers, we finally did it!

It started on a very symbolic day – June 12, 2009 – The year when the Philippines celebrates its independence day, and the day we, as a family, celebrated ours. Not from a tyranical overlord several miles away who plundered the land for the glory of España, but from the shackles of living not from a place we own. We have lived fruitful years in Parañaque. It has afforded us time to save up and contemplate on what really matters and what is important.

But the time has come to claim our own space, our own place, in Pasig – a place half-way to Parañaque and Quezon City, the poles of Nina’s family and mine. Her mom will be transferring to Parañaque from Speaker Perez, while mine remains firmly rooted in Tandang Sora.

Several weeks before our planned move, we discarded all things that were not important to us and those that were not necessary for living in Riverfront. It was a painful but conscious decision. We are always happy to see the garbage collectors rummage through the stuff we put out and they are always happy to get everything. This comes from a realization that where we are moving, thre isnt that much space to put all the things we’ve accumulated through the years.

And so the move began. It took three long, but fulfilling days for everything we importantly own to be shifted from Jale to Riverfront.

There and back again

No.it’s not Bilbo Baggins’ book I’m gonna write about (for all you Lord of the Rings fans out there, that is).

It’s about a week before my family and I once again board the airplane bound for Taiwan for another 2-or-so months away. Yup, it’s time to spend my birthday away from home again. And possibly, Matt’s 5th birthday as well!

Nina’s concerned about all the stuff we have to pack – which is a lot, and I really don’t blame her. I’m scared of just even thinking about it!

Two months and a couple of days in the hotel… we survived the same ordeal last year when we left for Taiwan on the 27th of July and only had the chance to come back on the 11th of October! I had a 90-day visa, but had to have Matt’s and Nina’s visas renewed due to the unexpected delay of the project there.

Now, the second ‘project’ will start on the 9th of Feb – that’s when we leave too.

We had fun in Taiwan, on our first and second visits. Now, our third one, it’s almost like a provisnce we regularly go to. A place to come away from it all and experience a different culture and trying to find new experiences each time.

We’re scheduled for another one near in the second half of the year, so this may not be the last trip there.

Here are some pics I’d like to share from those past experiences:

Taipei Zoo - Matt’s free until he’s 6 years old!
Taipei Zoo

… and here’s what Nina and Matt liked very much about the place:
Butterflies and Beetles!

Butterflies and Beetles

Here’s our place of refuge - The Church of Mary, Taoyuan, Taiwan

Taiwan Church

What makes this place fun are the Pinoys who congregate here every Sunday to celebrate Mass – and the Filipino priest who hosts it! The liveliness of the Filipino Community in Taoyuan is addicting. And you can feel the love of God in the Filipinos around.

And who could miss this landmark when you’re in Taipei?

Taipei 101

Taipei 101

At Night…

101 at night

And the view from above…

View from above

Things will change this time around, but it’s all work related.

Nina and Matt will be homeschooling in the hotel again.

With a lot of prayers, I hope we make it through again.

Twenty-O-Nine

First post for the year;

on the verge of

- changing from a tumultuous Rat Year

to a hopeful ushering of the Year of the Ox -

the journey began a year or so ago will bear fruit…

… it is time to pack bags and settle into a new frontier -

as the adventures of the Final  Frontier

…undergoes reimagining -

and the world’s hopes pinned on change...

… and hope that, for all things we have to overcome this year and the next,  Yes, we can!

Kung Hei Fat Choi!

Courage – The Mark of a True Hero

This is a story about a young boy…

… who was a Taiwan Tourist last March …

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… discovering a new friend in a strange red octopus, naming him ‘Octy’ …

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… who just recently celebrated his Fourth Birthday (but his Dada didn’t come home early) …

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… who also exhibited an extraordinary amount of courage.

Last April, our family (all three of us – Matt, Nina, and Me) went out to our usual hang-out place – Mall of Asia. We dined, laughed, played, and had a ton of fun. Exhausted, and carrying some groceries/stuff we bought, we decided to go home at around 10pm.

But when we got home, we found that we cannot open the front door of the house. A new lock was installed by Nina’s mom during our 3-week stint in Taiwan last March, and we knew that the key given to us was the right key for the front door.

For whatever reason, it would not open.

There was the option of calling the village guards to pry open the door, but I was concerned that they would have knowledge that our door was broken. Nina then realized that we can try to squeeze into a window – but with my size, I could not remotely fit into it (my thigh had a difficult time to go in – I’m that, um, big!). But there was someone who can fit into it – Matt.

We talked to him encouragingly, and tried to check if he can fit in, to which he effortlessly did. But he was scared. He was just 4 years old and his parents now thrust him to go into the dark house alone to open the door from the inside! Crazy parents!

But that was the only solution, except of course I was ready to call the guards. Oh, and we tried the credit card thing and lock picking to no avail.

We told him that it was OK, that Mommy would call to him at the door and that he would be alright. The poor kid was in tears. Nina and I were heart broken. But just as we were ready to give up, Matt offered his help. I was so proud of him that moment. Now, Nina and I were the ones asking him if it’s OK.

We re-assured him again and, getting a flashlight from the bag, tried to show him where he should be going.

He entered the window… Got down the platform near the window… and ran to the kitchen and the front door, following his mom’s voice… opening it finally!

He was near tears again, but Nina and I were very very proud of him. He didn’t know how happy we were that he was ready to face his fears – and conquered them!

A few minutes after, he was a bundle of smiles and laughter again. Who would have thought that such a little boy would carry a big big heart filled with courage!

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I plan to commemorate this act of bravery by giving Matt a badge and a certificate.

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Years down the line, when you’re in your teens, Matt, remember this day that you faced your fears and conquered them. You have a brave spirit, always remember that. This blogpost is a testament to it and to how your Mom and I are so proud of you!

Am I a Geek?

i am a total geek

And they say I’m a geek… JUST a geek!!!

[Thanks, Pat, for the link I found in your blog]

Seriously, if you’re a big Star Trek Fan (and still one despite what has happened to the franchise lately), you automatically ARE a geek. The answers to the test seem to just add to my geekiness and I scored a little over 25%.

Retreat

I’m on a retreat right now… A retreat of my own making… There are many things I would want to blog about since a LOT of things have transpired in the past few weeks – Taiwan, and now, Germany.

But I am in a period of inward consolidation.

Maybe after my ‘exile’ here, I will have the proper perspective to write about the harrowing harassing enriching experience.

I have to thank my wife and son for keeping me sane all throughout the ordeal.

In Military Strategy and Tactics, a retreat is not always a signal for defeat. It has been employed as a ploy to lure an enemy into a trap. But generally, it is a time to gather up one’s forces, assess the situation, and think over a new, more effective plan to subdue the enemy.

Sorry about the military strategy thing, but I’ve been buried in Romance of the Three Kingdoms – both the novel and the game (the 11th one is a souvenir from Taiwan; a PC game in Chinese where I found an English translation patch on-line).

What Number are you?

Here’s another quiz; got the link from Nina:


You Are 3: The Achiever


You’re confident and competent – with a lot of energy.

Eager to reach your goals, you are ambitious and competitive.

You are good at motivating yourself and motivating others.

You’re also a charmer, with a great sense of humor.

At Your Best: You are kind, confident, and completely authentic. You are witty and full of life.

At Your Worst: You are insecure, narcissistic, and jealous.

Your Fixation: Vanity

Your Primary Fear: Being worthless.

Your Primary Desire: To be important and valuable.

Other Number 3’s: Tom Cruise, Sylvester Stallone, Michael Jordan, Madonna, and Shania Twain.

Funny thing is, I’ve always been attracted to the number 3 – I thought it was because i’m always ‘30 something’ in PE back in gradeschool.
So, for those of you who know me, you be the judge. (here’s a hint: I wouldn’t put it if I didn’t think it came close…)

Queen of my Heart

It’s the first Valentine’s day I’ve spent away from Nina ever since we met. AAARRRGGGHHH!!!

Why should some [evil] machinations conspire to separate us…

Anyway, hon, this gift for you is true:

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You are truly the Queen of my Heart.

Happy Valentine’s Day.